車子很快地在我眼中消失，之前還覺(jué)得它的車速不快，但是現(xiàn)在卻快的讓人詫異，不知道是不是心理因素，總覺(jué)得這車的車速一下子加快了點(diǎn)。                                                                                                             一輛計(jì)程車在我身邊停了下來(lái)，綠se的顯示牌顯示著“空車”兩個(gè)字。                                                                                                             我上了車，覺(jué)得自己的指尖還在顫栗著，心臟跳的很快很快，像是要破膛而出一樣，酒氣好像一下子起來(lái)了，疼的厲害。                                                                                                             我不知道那人到底是不是靳騏，也不確定，我看到的只是一個(gè)側(cè)面，一個(gè)很像靳騏的側(cè)面。                                                                                                             我不敢想象，只是一個(gè)側(cè)面而已就讓我有這種反應(yīng)，要是靳騏真的出現(xiàn)在我面前，那該會(huì)是怎么樣的一種場(chǎng)景。                                                                                                             也許會(huì)當(dāng)場(chǎng)昏過(guò)去？我猜，不過(guò)這種問(wèn)題的答案基本上都要等到真的遇上了之后才會(huì)有可能得到解答的。                                                                                                             我已經(jīng)很久沒(méi)有做夢(mèng)了，自從靳騏離開(kāi)之后，我就很少做夢(mèng)了，偶爾夢(mèng)到帥哥，還是二維的。等到工作了之后，每天晚上回到公寓都基本上是累了個(gè)半si，倒在床上就睡，還能有什么夢(mèng)可做的。                                                                                                             但是這一天晚上，我破天荒地做了夢(mèng)，夢(mèng)見(jiàn)的也不是二維的帥哥，而是真實(shí)的帥哥，那個(gè)帥哥我還很熟，熟到了骨子里面。                                                                                                             我夢(mèng)見(jiàn)了靳騏。                                                                                                             夢(mèng)里面的他還是我們那個(gè)相遇的時(shí)候那么的年輕，沒(méi)有多大的改變。他就站在學(xué)校的櫻花樹(shù)下。                                                                                                             夢(mèng)里面的季節(jié)應(yīng)該是四月，櫻花隨風(fēng)飛舞，落地成雪，他就靜靜地站著，不說(shuō)話，臉上帶著似笑非笑的笑容。                                                                                                             我站在z大人工河的另外一端，隔著河看著他，他的模樣是那么的鮮明，那畫(huà)面像是油畫(huà)一樣美麗的而又絢爛。                                                                                                             “靳騏……”                                                                                                             我高聲喊著，然后一個(gè)勁地往著前走著，想要走過(guò)那一條橋走到他的身邊，但是周圍到處都是人，那不過(guò)二三十米的一條橋怎么也走不完。                                                                                                             我永遠(yuǎn)都和他隔了那么一段距離，看著很近，實(shí)際卻很遠(yuǎn)，他是我到不了的終點(diǎn)，不管我再急再懊惱，我都到達(dá)不了。                                                                                                             我哭，我鬧。                                                                                                             靳騏依舊站在原地，遠(yuǎn)遠(yuǎn)地看著我，他的臉上依舊掛著笑，像是在看著我，又像是g本沒(méi)有看到我，然后一個(gè)消失不見(jiàn)。                                                                                                             最后，夢(mèng)也醒了。                                                                                                             窗外yan光大好，yan光從沒(méi)有拉好的窗簾里頭透進(jìn)來(lái)，直接地照在臉上，灼的慌。                                                                                                             我起身去拉上了窗簾，重新貼回到枕頭上的時(shí)候我才發(fā)現(xiàn)那上面不知道什么時(shí)候sh了一大片，也不知道是口水還是什么。                                                                                                             在過(guò)兩個(gè)月就是冬天了，還是找一個(gè)男人吧，我想，至少多一個(gè)人給暖暖床聽(tīng)上去也是一件很不錯(cuò)的事情，至少可以不用依賴電熱毯了。                                                                                                             在床上滾了一陣，發(fā)現(xiàn)自己已經(jīng)沒(méi)有了半點(diǎn)睡意，我爬了起來(lái)，刷牙洗臉，然后滾去電臺(tái)工作。                                                                                                             以前小時(shí)候沒(méi)有接觸過(guò)電臺(tái)的時(shí)候，我一直都以為電臺(tái)所有的節(jié)目都是直播的，等到真的在電臺(tái)工作的時(shí)候，我才徹底地明白，除了一些互動(dòng)的，還有交通一類的，很多節(jié)目都是錄播的。                                                                                                             所以除了晚上直播的一檔節(jié)目，我還需要錄播其他的一些節(jié)目，偶爾別的時(shí)間檔直播主持人告假的時(shí)候還要被抓過(guò)去湊數(shù)。                                                                                                             到中午吃飯的時(shí)候，我已經(jīng)把需要錄播的節(jié)目解決掉了，然后可以找地方晃蕩一個(gè)下午或者是回住處睡一覺(jué)等傍晚的時(shí)候再出現(xiàn)在電臺(tái)。                                                                                                             從電臺(tái)出來(lái)的時(shí)候，我已經(jīng)餓到饑腸轆轆，只差沒(méi)有滿地打滾了。                                                                                                             電臺(tái)門(mén)口停著那一輛蘭博基尼。                                                                                                             看著那熟悉的車型，我意外不已，怎么說(shuō)我也是在電臺(tái)工作了那么多年，還真從來(lái)都沒(méi)有發(fā)現(xiàn)過(guò)我們電臺(tái)有這么奢侈的主。                                                                                                             雖然說(shuō)低調(diào)的白se，但是還依舊奢華的引來(lái)的不少人的矚目，我瞅著那車，總覺(jué)得有種特別熟悉的感覺(jué)，甚至不由自主地和昨天晚上見(jiàn)到的那一輛做聯(lián)想。                                                                                                             手機(jī)鈴聲在包里面歡樂(lè)地鬧騰著，這個(gè)時(shí)間點(diǎn)會(huì)找我的絕對(duì)不是林淼淼那家伙，她還要伺候她那一班的小祖宗們吃飯，只有等到他們午睡了之后才有機(jī)會(huì)和我嘮嗑。                                                                                                             我從包里面把手機(jī)m出來(lái)，看了一眼那來(lái)電顯示，覺(jué)得還真有點(diǎn)意外。                                                                                                             按下通話鍵，我歡樂(lè)無(wú)b地和對(duì)方打招呼。                                                                                                             “怎么著，今天終于有空來(lái)聯(lián)系我了？打算請(qǐng)我吃飯呢？”我問(wèn)。                                                                                                             很顯然的，電話那頭的人不懂得理解我的幽默式作風(fēng)，當(dāng)然我也從來(lái)不指望李澈會(huì)像我一樣嘻嘻哈哈地回答我的提問(wèn)。                                                                                                             他只是冷漠地丟出一個(gè)地址，然后二話不說(shuō)地掛上電話，完全一副來(lái)不來(lái)隨便你的樣子，多一個(gè)字都覺(jué)得有點(diǎn)吝嗇的味道。                                                                                                             我皺了皺眉頭，這家伙說(shuō)話還是這么的冷冰冰沒(méi)有一點(diǎn)人情味，也難怪一直找不到nv人，和我一樣單身。                                                                                                             我還可以歸咎于情傷，這個(gè)家伙，也不知道真的是作風(fēng)優(yōu)良還是對(duì)nv人沒(méi)有興趣，也難怪會(huì)被八卦雜志懷疑x取向有問(wèn)題。                                                                                                             這么冷漠而又難相處的x子，那個(gè)nv人或是男人能承受得了呢！                                                                                                             按理說(shuō)我應(yīng)該拿出點(diǎn)大小姐風(fēng)范不管不顧，可腦海里面總覺(jué)得我應(yīng)該過(guò)去一趟。                                                                                                             作者有話要說(shuō)：唔，自首，三天假期玩去鳥(niǎo)……                                                                                                             我錯(cuò)了，打人表打臉，我靠臉吃飯的撒……                                                                                                             正文 第二十四章                                                                                                             李澈約的地點(diǎn)是在他公司附近的廣場(chǎng)的美食廣場(chǎng)，一樓是星巴克還有從日本來(lái)的拉面店，現(xiàn)在午飯時(shí)間段，星巴克還有拉面店里面到處都是人。                                                                                                             李澈約在四樓上的港式茶餐廳。                                                                                                             在我進(jìn)去的時(shí)候，李澈已經(jīng)在餐廳里頭了。他選的位子挺好，靠窗口，從窗口看出去還能夠瞧見(jiàn)下面來(lái)來(lái)往往的車輛。                                                                                                             “喲，這么好請(qǐng)我吃飯？”我在李澈對(duì)面的位子上坐了下來(lái)，順手翻著桌上的菜單。                                                                                                             “誰(shuí)說(shuō)我請(qǐng)客的，aa制?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈拿過(guò)桌上的飲料給我面前的杯子倒了一杯，語(yǔ)氣冷淡的要命。                                                                                                             “哇，還是不是男人啊，你日進(jìn)斗金還要和我一個(gè)nv人計(jì)較這么點(diǎn)小錢(qián)？”                                                                                                             我瞪了一眼李澈，這男人實(shí)在是太缺德了啊，居然還aa！我不管李澈，自顧自地翻著手上的菜單，算了，要真aa，一頓兩頓咱還自己買(mǎi)的起單。                                                                                                             “你打電話找我的呢，還要aa?！彪m然心里不大介意aa，但是嘴巴上的抱怨還是少不了的。                                                                                                             “我是不是男人，你很想t驗(yàn)一下？”                                                                                                             李澈那略顯清冷的視線掃過(guò)我，然后低下了頭，打開(kāi)了自己面前的菜單，若無(wú)其事地看著單子。                                                                                                             這男人！                                                                                                             真沒(méi)有想到，年紀(jì)越大，沒(méi)有想到他越來(lái)越往語(yǔ)不驚人si不休的方向前進(jìn)了，每次見(jiàn)到他用那一張板磚一樣的臉孔在那邊說(shuō)著這種讓人震驚的話語(yǔ)，我都有一種想要伸出手扯扯他的面皮看看是不是真的是本人的感覺(jué)。                                                                                                             “得，我沒(méi)興趣。”                                                                                                             我搖頭，對(duì)于李澈，我可沒(méi)有那種想法，鉆石王老五，jiejie我可沒(méi)有能耐嫁入那豪門(mén)深閨，這種機(jī)會(huì)還是留給其他的姑娘進(jìn)行自相殘殺吧，讓她們?nèi)v人為難nv人就好。                                                                                                             點(diǎn)了單，又近等了半小時(shí)之后，我和李澈的菜才上了桌。                                                                                                             我們兩個(gè)人都選擇了海鮮飯，又點(diǎn)了一份龍井蝦仁，瑤柱西蘭花，還有一份金針菇牛r卷，還有一份蜂蜜厚士多當(dāng)點(diǎn)心。                                                                                                             “你還不嫌你r多？”                                                                                                             李澈看著冰欺凌在蜂蜜厚士多上慢慢融化，看著我慢慢悠悠地問(wèn)著。                                                                                                             “不嫌，r點(diǎn)看著舒服，”                                                                                                             我搖頭，舉著手上的叉子用力地一c到底，盡g沒(méi)入，然后無(wú)b爽氣地把叉子拔了出來(lái)，看著那沾著融了的冰欺凌的面包。                                                                                                             “也是，r點(diǎn)抱著也舒服，太瘦硌的慌?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈點(diǎn)了點(diǎn)頭，伸手握著我的手，直接把我叉子上厚士多給吃掉了，然后像是沒(méi)事人一樣接著吃著他的海鮮飯還有菜。                                                                                                             我看了看手上的叉子，都已經(jīng)進(jìn)過(guò)李澈的嘴了，他還讓我怎么吃啊，而且剛剛那話，還那動(dòng)作，聽(tīng)上去看上去怎么就那么別扭。                                                                                                             “你今天找我來(lái)，難不成有什么好事要關(guān)照我？”                                                                                                             我把叉子丟一邊，g脆拿了筷子在那邊當(dāng)筷子用，一邊吃著熱乎之中帶了點(diǎn)冰欺凌冰涼甜膩口感的蜂蜜厚士多，一邊問(wèn)出了口。                                                                                                             “我平常對(duì)你關(guān)照不多？”李澈微微挑了挑眉頭，看著我問(wèn)著。                                                                                                             聽(tīng)這問(wèn)題，感覺(jué)像是我有多不感恩戴德一樣，好吧，李澈某些方面對(duì)我的確是挺關(guān)照的，我不說(shuō)，那是因?yàn)槲叶加浽谛牡住?nbsp;                                                                                                            “那你是打算尋求報(bào)酬了？”                                                                                                             我放下了手上的叉子，看著他問(wèn)，順帶地思索著自己銀行卡里面還有多少存款，幾張卡加起來(lái)算算，這么多年下來(lái)我的存款居然還沒(méi)有十萬(wàn)塊，擱在這個(gè)城市里面，連個(gè)衛(wèi)生間都買(mǎi)不起……                                                                                                             我這一生還真的算是廢了。                                                                                                             李澈也沒(méi)有急著回答我的問(wèn)話，只是靜默地吃著自己的餐盤(pán)里面海鮮飯，偶爾夾兩口菜，甚至連一向我最ai的蜂蜜厚士多也被他獨(dú)占去了一大半。                                                                                                             因?yàn)樽笥叶嫉貌坏剿幕卮?，我反倒覺(jué)得有點(diǎn)忐忑，一頓飯吃的很不安心，食yu都b往常的時(shí)候少了一大半，食不知味地吃完一頓午飯，我在思索著要不要打包一個(gè)海鮮飯帶走算了，但是一想到李澈不知道會(huì)要求有什么樣的報(bào)酬，我覺(jué)得還是悠著點(diǎn)，畢竟這種地方也不大可能會(huì)允許人賒賬吧！                                                                                                             李澈大爺終于吃飽了，背靠椅背，還很悠哉地捧著手上的杯子喝著玄米茶，一雙沒(méi)有多少感情的眸子掃了掃，掃的我渾身寒毛起立，那眼神感情是打算把我稱斤論兩給賣(mài)了吧！                                                                                                             “我是個(gè)商人?！崩畛旱亻_(kāi)口。                                                                                                             我點(diǎn)頭附和，的確是商人，而且還是一j商，難怪能夠在這么幾年之中就把自己的小公司ga0的有聲有se，還成了媒t記者們夸耀的“時(shí)代新貴”，這不j，能成么！                                                                                                             “所以我一向不大做賠本的買(mǎi)賣(mài)。”李澈又補(bǔ)上了一句。                                                                                                             我心下一驚，猛地吞了一口口水，看來(lái)這重頭戲立馬就要到來(lái)了。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你覺(jué)得我對(duì)你怎么樣？”                                                                                                             李澈坐正了身t，把手上的茶杯往著桌子上一擺，單身拖著腮看著我。                                                                                                             “還不錯(cuò)吧！”                                                                                                             我支吾了一聲，反正也沒(méi)b誰(shuí)更壞，如果他能夠不毒舌的話，我想分?jǐn)?shù)會(huì)再打高一點(diǎn)，可惜，人無(wú)完人。人雖然要留點(diǎn)名聲去給別人去探聽(tīng)，可同樣的也要留點(diǎn)缺點(diǎn)給別人看，太完美的人生就有點(diǎn)假了啊。                                                                                                             “那你對(duì)我怎么樣？”李澈又問(wèn)著。                                                                                                             “你指態(tài)度？還是指待遇？”我不恥下問(wèn)，這個(gè)范圍有點(diǎn)廣，一下子不大好區(qū)分。                                                                                                             “你覺(jué)得你能把這兩點(diǎn)給區(qū)分開(kāi)來(lái)？”李澈譏笑，眼神□lu0的蔑視。                                                                                                             “……還湊合吧，反正我也沒(méi)對(duì)你做出什么出格的事情來(lái)過(guò)。”                                                                                                             我說(shuō)，這一點(diǎn)很重要，雖然我有時(shí)候還是挺不爽李澈的，尤其是在他毒舌無(wú)b的時(shí)候，我還真很想在他的臉上踩上兩腳，可也從來(lái)沒(méi)有把這個(gè)想法付諸實(shí)踐過(guò)了，也還算客氣了。                                                                                                             “你還想對(duì)我做出怎么樣出格的事情來(lái)？”                                                                                                             李澈皺了皺眉頭，對(duì)我那回答不甚滿意，從那微微有些緊繃的聲音里面我都能夠聽(tīng)出來(lái)他都有點(diǎn)緊張了。                                                                                                             “沒(méi)啥沒(méi)啥……”我急忙擺手，那種想法當(dāng)然是不能說(shuō)給他聽(tīng)的，要是知道了，我肯定沒(méi)啥好果子吃。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你覺(jué)得應(yīng)該給我什么樣的報(bào)酬？”                                                                                                             李澈?jiǎn)枺堰@個(gè)皮球重新踢到了我的面前，讓我自己決定。                                                                                                             “要不，這頓我請(qǐng)？”我很狗腿地建議著。                                                                                                             在我說(shuō)出這句話之后，李澈看我的眼神，就像是在看一個(gè)白癡一樣，忽然地嘴角上又揚(yáng)起了一抹笑，那笑容看的我渾身有點(diǎn)發(fā)冷。                                                                                                             李澈轉(zhuǎn)著手上的杯子，很漫不經(jīng)心的，又像是刻意地做著這個(gè)動(dòng)作。                                                                                                             “我覺(jué)得，你r償吧！”李澈開(kāi)口，就像是他轉(zhuǎn)著杯子的動(dòng)作一樣隨意，“反正你現(xiàn)在沒(méi)男人，我沒(méi)nv人，湊一起為中國(guó)結(jié)婚率添磚加瓦算了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            _|||                                                                                                             姐我瞬間被震撼了，這男人剛剛說(shuō)了啥西？這實(shí)在是太雷人了吧。什么叫做“你現(xiàn)在沒(méi)男人，我沒(méi)nv人，湊一起為中國(guó)結(jié)婚率添磚加瓦算了”這種話像是會(huì)從李澈的嘴里面冒出來(lái)么？！                                                                                                             這算是破罐子破摔還是求婚？                                                                                                             這個(gè)世界癲狂了！                                                                                                             隨后，我做了今天最想做的事情，站起了身，伸手去捏了李澈的臉一把。