我翻了一個(gè)白眼。                                                                                                             李澈的車子停的不遠(yuǎn)，所以也很好早，上了車之后，他試圖要開暖氣，卻是被我阻止了，這個(gè)時(shí)候要是開暖氣，等到以后冬天的時(shí)候要怎么過呢。                                                                                                             “我今天想了很多的事情?！蔽易诟瘪{駛座上，一邊系著安全帶一邊慢慢悠悠地開了口。                                                                                                             “突然之間開竅了？”李澈見我系好了安全帶才開了車，一邊開一邊問著。                                                                                                             “算是吧?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            真的不能指望這個(gè)男人能說出點(diǎn)什么好聽的啊，我很淡定，這么多年和他相處下來，難道我還不知道他的個(gè)x么，神馬都要淡定，神馬都是浮云。                                                                                                             “說來聽聽?！崩畛洪_口。                                                                                                             “李澈，你為什么到現(xiàn)在才開口對我示好？為什么不在靳騏回來之前？”我好奇地問著。                                                                                                             “感情你想了半天就是在想這種毫無意義的事情？”李澈問我，輕笑了一聲、                                                                                                             “我就是想要知道而已?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我開口，都那么多年下來了，他如果早早地開口，也許我們之間的命運(yùn)不會像是現(xiàn)在這樣吧，或者什么都會改變，或者什么都會不變，但是關(guān)于這個(gè)問題，我自己也不清楚。                                                                                                             “難道你想讓我趁虛而入，在你什么都ga0不清楚的情況下把你給吃了個(gè)一g二凈，吃了一個(gè)渣都不剩？”                                                                                                             李澈問。                                                                                                             “你不是總覺得靳騏是你心底的一g刺么，那么我等你把這g刺從你心底拔出來之后再做出選擇，我可不想在以后的歲月里面聽到你說什么，如果當(dāng)年我不是這么選擇你的話就好了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我無語，他還真的是有夠自信的，誰說我一定是會選擇他的，我也一樣可以什么都不選的。                                                                                                             “那么，你就不覺得靳騏也是刺在你心底的一g刺么？”我認(rèn)認(rèn)真真地問著，要知道我從來都沒有這么認(rèn)真過，他覺得靳騏是刺在我心頭的一g刺，但是那一g刺又何嘗沒有刺在他的心頭呢。                                                                                                             “如果你覺得是就是，如果你不覺得是，就不是?！崩畛撼聊艘粫蟛啪従徎卮鹬?。                                                                                                             而我，我覺得是。                                                                                                             我的手指劃過李澈的大腿，成功地感受到這個(gè)男人全身緊繃，就連他的聲音也繃的緊緊的。                                                                                                             “別玩火?！崩畛壕嫖摇?nbsp;                                                                                                            “你不是想要r償么，我不過是成全你而已?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我說，姐吃素多年，今天想要吃一頓r了。                                                                                                             正文 第三十五章                                                                                                             當(dāng)用手指劃過李澈的大腿的時(shí)候，我突然覺得這么多年的臺言小說不是白看的，至少挑逗的動作一類的，做起來的時(shí)候還真的挺駕輕就熟的，如果是在夏天的話，用穿著高跟鞋的腳去g更有誘惑力一點(diǎn)？                                                                                                             這些個(gè)動作還真的有點(diǎn)壞nv人味道撒。                                                                                                             其實(shí)，我對于那一道膜的感覺不是很大，早晚都是有那么一遭的，就算不是人為，也有事故。                                                                                                             你想吧，有可能一直覺得自己還在的，突然有一天發(fā)現(xiàn)，它早就不在了，當(dāng)時(shí)除了去回憶很久以前可能導(dǎo)致不在的情況外，也沒有覺得有其他點(diǎn)啥了。                                                                                                             他陪了我那么久，也虧的一直是我，要是換成別的nv人，估計(jì)這么一個(gè)男人擺在身邊，該怎么樣早就怎么樣了吧。                                                                                                             “你還真想r償來著？”李澈看了我一眼，臉se繃的緊緊的。                                                                                                             嘖嘖，到現(xiàn)在這個(gè)時(shí)候才來說這種事情，之前不是他最哈這點(diǎn)的么，怎么現(xiàn)在他倒是不哈了，變成我很哈了？                                                                                                             “你到底要不要？”                                                                                                             我問，突然覺得自己說這話的時(shí)候還多了點(diǎn)撒嬌的味道，透著點(diǎn)jq片里面nv人那yu求不滿，矯情造作的味道。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             李澈咬了咬牙。                                                                                                             “要！”                                                                                                             我突然由生一種霸王y上弓的感覺，我是那霸王不是那姬。                                                                                                             雖然李澈的表情和聲音都像是被我b上絕路的良民一樣，但是腳下的油門踩的卻是非常的利索，這一路上飆的讓我抓著車門扶手處，有種想要喊停的沖動的。                                                                                                             哥們，姐今天晚上真的不趕時(shí)間……                                                                                                             我原以為李澈會隨便找了個(gè)酒店一類的，但是沒有想到，他居然會一路開車回了自己的住處。                                                                                                             這是我第一次去李澈住的地方。                                                                                                             在這幾年里面，杭州的房價(jià)和吹了氣的皮球一樣往上漲著，我仔細(xì)計(jì)算一下，要是我租房b買房更加合算，一旦買了房，典型的房奴，這輩子都得在還貸上了。                                                                                                             李澈的房子臨江，走出小區(qū)，穿過一條馬路就已經(jīng)是在錢塘江附近了，再過去一點(diǎn)，就是杭州一法院。                                                                                                             房子三室兩廳，裝修的不算是特別華麗，就像李澈這個(gè)人一樣，不是很浮華的味道，冷se調(diào)，黑白配為主。                                                                                                             “你真想好了？”李澈站在我身后，把門給關(guān)上，“要是想走，自己出門打的?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            原本還真的是沒有打算好的，但是他這么一出聲，覺得有點(diǎn)像是被他看扁的味道，這個(gè)時(shí)候出去，這個(gè)地方又這么的偏，除非是叫計(jì)程車，哪里還能夠見到計(jì)程車的影子。                                                                                                             “怎么，你怕了？”我回頭看著李澈，“我又沒讓你負(fù)責(zé)?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我越發(fā)地覺得自己有種b良為娼的感覺了。                                                                                                             李澈的表情y晴不定，那目光瞅的總覺得有點(diǎn)滲人，我別開眼。                                                                                                             “你這有酒么？”                                                                                                             自古以來，這酒一向是萌物，成敗都在它，喝的剛剛好叫做助興，喝的過頭了那叫做酒后亂x，怎么說都是師出有名。                                                                                                             姐需要它來壯膽。                                                                                                             李澈走進(jìn)廚房，一會之后拿了一瓶開了的紅酒還有兩個(gè)高腳杯出來。                                                                                                             深紅se的yt在酒杯之中流轉(zhuǎn)，入口的時(shí)候有一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的酸澀，回味的時(shí)候有一點(diǎn)點(diǎn)的甘甜。                                                                                                             我慢慢地喝了兩杯，這酒有時(shí)候還是一個(gè)很能安撫人心的存在，兩杯下肚，先是覺得有點(diǎn)冷，但是一會之后就覺得有點(diǎn)暖融融的，原本還覺得有點(diǎn)緊張，現(xiàn)在分外坦然，想想不過也就是活塞運(yùn)動那么一回事么。                                                                                                             李澈也沒什么動作，只是在那邊拿著一酒杯在那邊喝著酒，他背著燈而坐，忽明忽暗的，讓人看不真切他這個(gè)人。                                                                                                             也許，我從來都沒有想過要去看真切他這個(gè)人的。                                                                                                             最后，我把手上杯子里面的酒一飲而盡。                                                                                                             “我去洗澡?！蔽艺f，然后無b堅(jiān)定地往著浴室方向而去。                                                                                                             這種事情，基本上都是一回生二回熟，當(dāng)然我也沒有指望有多熟，所以當(dāng)李澈洗完澡出來的時(shí)候，我基本上已經(jīng)躺床上了，連帶的那一條遮住了上面遮不住下面的浴巾也已經(jīng)解開了，恍然由生一種像是古代被寵幸的妃子，沐浴完了之后就裹的像是一個(gè)粽子一樣，打包送上皇帝的龍床。                                                                                                             光是想著，就忍不住笑出了聲，                                                                                                             李澈從浴室走了出來，身上穿著白se的浴袍，一邊用毛巾擦著自己還滴著水的頭發(fā)一邊在床鋪的邊坐了下來。                                                                                                             看起來姐今天也要成為侍寢中的nv主了。                                                                                                             這個(gè)時(shí)候，應(yīng)該是要說點(diǎn)什么b較好吧？我回想著在小言情節(jié)里面，這個(gè)時(shí)候應(yīng)該出現(xiàn)的臺詞。                                                                                                             唔……                                                                                                             似乎這個(gè)時(shí)候大阪都是沒有什么臺詞的，通常只有動詞，或者是單音節(jié)的語氣詞。                                                                                                             李澈把毛巾一丟，所以地掀開了被窩的一角。                                                                                                             “睡吧?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            他坦然地鉆進(jìn)了被窩，然后像是什么都沒有發(fā)生過一樣，只占據(jù)了一個(gè)角，背對著我睡著。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             “你該不會還是處吧？”                                                                                                             我震撼了一下，g據(jù)一貫?zāi)Ｊ侥嵌际侵苯訐渖蟻淼耐?，姐都已?jīng)是光潔溜溜了，哪有像是現(xiàn)在蓋一條被子純聊天。                                                                                                             沒有想到這么多年過去了，這家伙和我一樣還是沒有點(diǎn)長進(jìn)，但是nv人還好說一點(diǎn)，男人到這個(gè)份上還這樣的話，那就真的悲劇了……                                                                                                             “凌墨！??！”                                                                                                             李澈咬牙切齒，像是迅猛龍一樣撲了過來，他的喘氣的聲音有點(diǎn)重。                                                                                                             在我聽起來有點(diǎn)像是惱羞成怒的味道。                                                                                                             我突然想起，其實(shí)沒有一個(gè)男人處的，第一次不是獻(xiàn)給左手，就是獻(xiàn)給右手，我應(yīng)該問是左手b較親近還是右手b較親近。                                                                                                             但是如果真的說了這句話，我想，他可能會真的毫不留情地掐si我。                                                                                                             很多時(shí)候，一個(gè)星星之火的一樣的動作很快就能演變成為燎原之勢。                                                                                                             李澈拉著我的手去扯他身上的浴袍，底下一片空白，有的火熱。                                                                                                             當(dāng)李澈挺身進(jìn)來的時(shí)候，我覺得疼的慌，疼的是撕心裂肺的，就算之前的動作再溫柔到這種重頭戲上的時(shí)候，還是于事無補(bǔ)。                                                                                                             所以說，小說里面的情節(jié)都是騙人的，第一次神馬的g本就不能t驗(yàn)到那所謂的快感，痛并快樂著這種g本不可能存在，除非是天賦異稟。                                                                                                             我一向平常而又平凡，所以在膨脹物進(jìn)來的時(shí)候，我恨不能一口咬si這個(gè)擁著著x器的男人，最好能夠一口讓他xiele然后出去。                                                                                                             李澈重重地撞擊著。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你別以為這樣就能丟下我?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈喘著粗氣在我耳邊一遍又一遍地說著。                                                                                                             我疼的齜牙咧嘴，一下一下地ch0u氣來緩和那疼痛，g本就沒有閑工夫去回答他的話，不管他現(xiàn)在在我耳邊說什么都好，只要能趕緊地把這家事情做完。                                                                                                             “凌墨……凌墨……”                                                                                                             他一遍又一遍地在我的耳邊喊著我的名字，像是一個(gè)兇猛的病毒，而我這邊從來沒有什么防病毒程序，不堪一擊。                                                                                                             “你若是想要離開我，這個(gè)念頭最好是不要指望了。”李澈咬著牙，帶著惱怒，“我到si也會和你糾纏在一起！”                                                                                                             他的動作愈發(fā)的狠戾，我終于受不了。                                                                                                             “你能不能快點(diǎn)！”                                                                                                             我緊緊地扣著他的手臂，姐是在承受不住了，太疼了，速戰(zhàn)速決啊速戰(zhàn)速決……                                                                                                             當(dāng)一切結(jié)束的時(shí)候，我突然覺得很天堂，雖然還是很疼，但是相b較之下，總b一個(gè)男人壓在你身上還不停地坐著活塞運(yùn)動要來的好的多。                                                                                                             經(jīng)歷過地獄，稍微改善一點(diǎn)之后就會視為天堂。                                                                                                             完事之后的李澈慵懶了點(diǎn)，原本緊繃的情緒也似乎放松了許多，李澈從身后抱著我，那手很有占有yu地橫過我的腰。                                                                                                             “你要再r一點(diǎn)也成，但是別過分了，現(xiàn)在剛剛好?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈低語了一聲。                                                                                                             “我想睡了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我咕噥了一句，身t還是很疼，但是越清醒越覺得疼，睡著了之后就不覺得疼了。                                                                                                             “別想離開我?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            李澈抱緊了一些，像是告誡一樣重復(fù)了一句。                                                                                                             “別不曉事?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            我不應(yīng)聲，暫時(shí)我不會離開他的。                                                                                                             我知道。                                                                                                             這些年來他對我也一直很好，我也知道，但是那種好，我還不了……                                                                                                             作者有話要說：姐又紅河水浪打浪了……淚奔……